to worry how others think of me; to worry how a matter brings good and bad;
sometimes, things to be worried doesn't by any means as much as they needed.
i've great fear of making mistake and it leads me to avoid anything that has no guarantee.
with missing, lonesome and pain, days dragged by.
it's ain't gonna be the same.
though, got the idea, but forgo might gives regret.
i shall certainly be prepared.
stubborn or playful?